Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Arghz actually I blogged yesterday..but the page error thing came out, and I was just so tired to retype..haha.

Anyway..what was I wanted to say was a big thank you. Many thanks to my brothers and sister-in-christ out there who have been praying for me. I heard your prayers! And I thank the Lord that there are people who remember me in their prayers.

Well..I guess I was too cranky that night..with the fever and all the undone work. Yah you can imagine how pathetic I was, one hand clutching the bible, the other hand on the forehead, and I was brainwashing myself that I wouldn't be alive to see tomorrow. I'm just so glad that the Lord heard my cries and comforted me. Somehow, I think He's my greatest confidant.

And praise God, I woke the next day, and my temperature was back to normal.

But pw? Haha. Mr Chua told us to hand in the written report "first thing in the morning"..we hand it in last thing in the afternoon. Oh well (:

But I'm just so thankful because the Lord keeps pouring in His blessings. Previously I was complaining non stop that parkway hasn't replied my email. Then peiquan and I went to give them some pressure..lolz. And so we found out that the lady has forwarded my email to her superior, but still she gave us her word to reply us too. I checked my mail yesterday night..and wow! Her superior replied. So now we have two replies..more than what we asked for.

Then I received my copy of National Geographic magazine by post on Sunday night. I just had this weird feeling that there was going to be something important in that issue. So I tore away the wrapper and stared at the cover page. And I saw the word "Hurricane"!!!! That's like a magic word to me nowadays..cos the theme of our project work is hurricanes. Praise God..I was so grateful that I couldn't stop saying thank you to my Abba =)

I mean..it doesn't sound like a coincidence. I was ransacking my room for all the past issues of National Geographic..the closest I could get was tornado..not hurricane. Then now everything just appears perfectly. I do belive it's God intervening (:

I do pray He'll see me through project work too. It's like, we must learn to put everything down, focus on Him, and He'll provide for all our needs.

Mock chem spa today was rather terrible. Testing for basicity..anyone wanna take up the challenge? Everybody wrote "add sodium hydroxide"..I was the only weirdo who thought of adding water to the acid. Cos I was thinking of the hydrogen bonding with water..what nonsense. Total flop..but haha.

After Chem prac I was so exhausted that I drank mocha during break time. I was seriously hoping it would keep me awake till Chem test. But after drinking the whole can of it I was still yawning away! My brain was totally dead during Maths lecture..and Chem lecture was right after that lah.

When the bell rang, I dragged myself to LT5, sat down on that yellow chair, and started to pray. "Oh Lord, it may only seem like a Chem lecture test, but You know it's actually a test of my faith. To trust that You can see me through it, and You will grant me the energy and wisdom to do the questions. It's time I really learnt to put my trust in You and You alone".

Coffee didn't help, but God helped. Seriously, I actually could concentrate doing the paper despite me yawning away just one period before. Ok, the test isn't easy or something..but at least He really granted me the clarity of mind to think through the questions and come up with the best answers. I felt good when I walked out of he LT. Ah..that's trusting.

But anyway..mocha or coffee or whatever has no effect on me. I went home and napped for 2 whole hours. I thought it was supposed to keep me awake the entire day!

Alkenes and integration tutorial not done. Bio test on Fri. PW on wed. Lots of programmes on Fri and Sat. But none of these will take me away from God. I'm gonna do quiet time NOW!

Haha..if you have spare time and feel generous, pray for me k. It's great to be prayed for. Pray that I will really learn to put my trust in Him and not rely on my own strength to get things done. And pray that He will show me more of Him each day..that He may be so real in my life that He isn't just a God up there, but my great friend.

i left my footprints (:
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